Model Mushk Kaleem use drugs to Lose Weight

Pakistan's top model Mushk Kaleem, who has made a name for herself in the world, has revealed that she suffers from various mental problems. The model says that she has been suffering from fear of gaining weight or becoming ugly for a long time.

The model says that after battling various mental illnesses, she was overweight, then she kept herself hungry, reduced her food intake and used drugs recklessly.

The top model shared a long post on social media site Instagram in which she revealed about living in depression and getting rid of it.

On the occasion of 'World Mental Health Day', the model talked about a modeling career and its achievements and what difficulties she faced in achieving these achievements and fame.

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- National Mental Health Day: 10th October.♥️ 2019, was probably the most rewarding year of my career, but when I look back and think about all that I went through last year, I realise that my mental health had completely taken a back seat. I was a model, adapting to fame, success and accolades. Of course, everyone thought I was okay, living the dream. I knew then, that to complain about anything would be unthankful. I was hospitalised on my 25th birthday last year. I was almost 48 kilos and I was suffering from severe body dysmorphia. I would spend hours obsessing over my weight, about losing those few inches on my waist, about getting those perfect hips, or about just looking the part. I had started starving myself, not eating for 24 hours and more, I was abusing drugs, I was unhealthy. I was a 6ft girl suffering from severe anorexia. I would occasionally blackout. I needed help. I think it had less to do with my field of work and more to do with how I was okay with being so self-destructive. I was comfortable with being unhappy. But this is a happy story, I promise. Now a year later, I’m a happier person. I’ve been clean for more than a year. I have found support and happiness in my family, friends, and my pets. I have set boundaries that I never let people cross. I decided that I could still be beautiful, no matter what number the weighing scale would say. I took therapy. I put myself first. I tackled my issues head on, and at first it was scary and it aggravated my anxiety, but I’ve grown, and I’ve healed. It’s still an ongoing process of recovery that I’m on. But I’m glad I started somewhere. Our mental health impacts our thoughts, our actions and our lives. Here’s to taking care of our minds, our bodies, our souls. Happy National Mental Health day!♥️

A post shared by Mushk Kaleem (@mushkkaleem) on Oct 10, 2020 at 1:33am PDT

"Maybe 2019 was an important year of my career but when I look back and think about the events of the past year, I realize that my mental health has had a huge impact on my career," he wrote. Is.

"I was a model who managed to garner fame, success and acclaim. Everyone thought I was fine, happy and content in my life, then I realized that it would be ungrateful to complain about anything," he wrote.

The model said that last year on the occasion of her 25th birthday, she was admitted to the hospital due to 'dysmorphobia'. When she was admitted to the hospital for treatment, she was 25 years old, 6 feet tall and weighed 48 kg. Fearing that she had gained too much weight, she kept herself hungry, reduced her food intake, and used drugs indiscriminately.

Along with dysmorphobia, Musk has also suffered from anorexia nervosa, a mental illness related to eating disorders and anxiety about one's body and weight.

According to Musk Kaleem, she also took care of her health in order to gain fame as a model and the mental fear she was suffering from at that time was also somewhat fine.

The model said her family, friends and pets helped her overcome her mental fear and she no longer has any fear of gaining weight or becoming ugly.

Musk Kaleem, who is relieved of stress, also advised fans to try to be happy and take care of their mental health. Our mental health affects our thoughts, our actions and our lives.